My office chair spins, but
Only when I require it to. It is
Not a dervish chair, spinning of
Its own accord.
Today while reading (what it was –
I’m not going to tell you) I felt inclined
To spin my chair, perhaps
To mimic the spiraling ascending
Dizzying prose before me (or perhaps
To keep myself awake and alert
To the possibilities of that prose –
regardless, I spun).
And as the prose and the chair took
Me faster and faster through these
Miniature revolutions I noticed,
Even as the growing waviness inside my ears told
Me that physical dizziness might overtake
Me, that my eyes had no trouble,
No trouble at all, moving in their linear
Left to right reading motions, that
They could trace the words on the page
Even as those words and their reader
Spiraled in place through the space of the
Office. Distracted from the
words, I stopped
Spinning for a moment to ponder this
Paradox – that while dizzy I could read in a straight
Line the words that carried the potential to make
Me dizzy. When I slowed the
motion of the chair,
Though, I found very quickly that
My eyes lost focus, that they jittered and shook,
That in essence or in fact they kept spinning
While the book and chair and I slowed to a halt,
So that when the spinning stopped,
I could no longer read.
Quickly I pawed at the floor and spun
The chair once again, and as I picked up
Centrifugal speed and my unsteady head described
Ellipses my eyes slowed and
Once more I could read the words on the page.
The race became, then, this: can
I finish
The chapter I’m reading in motion before
The motion overtakes me and I fall to the floor?
The outcome: No, I could not.
Perhaps next time I’ll spin more slowly,
Or choose to read better prose,
Or cut out the middleman and
Read from the beginning already
Lying on the floor.